I built something huge, from nothing. Shook up an entire industry. At my peak, $300k ~ $400k a month. A multi-million dollar brand. A life that looked (& for a while, felt) SO far beyond anything I’d ever imagined.
I can still hardly believe how good it got, until it wasn’t. Until I burned it down. The truth is, I'd built a business I never actually wanted. Teaching a model I loved, sure. Money & impact that still take my breath away to think about.
But somewhere inside all of it ~ a voice that was never quite mine & a life that eventually felt like a total self betrayal.
The question that pulled me through the earth shattering void, fear & identity collapse that followed ~ is the same one that might have brought you here...
"Who would I get to be, if there was no going back?"
Every woman reaches a point where her old narrative can no longer hold her. The choice she faces? Settle, or light the match, follow the pull, and become…
So one day, I dismantled it. The brand. The business. The long term relationship I thought was my foundation. The identity I had fought so hard for and was slowly dying inside.
The one who has followed the blueprints, invested in the frameworks, done everything she was told ~ and still feels like something fundamental is missing.
Like she's been building someone else's version of a 'dream business & life' and has just realised it's not at all in alignment with her truth.
Unrecognisable is for the woman in the middle of her own undoing.
She's repulsed at the thought of another carbon copy 'strategy', is done looking outside of herself for the answers & is craving proximity to realness so badly it almost aches.
She wants someone to let her into the real thing ~ the mess, the uncertainty, the actual experience of a woman dismantling one identity and building something truer ~ while it's actually f*cking happening.
We've been so buried under other people's blueprints, frameworks and strategies that we've lost touch with the woman underneath it all.
We've outsourced our decisions, our direction, our sense of what's right and true for us ~ to methods, mentors, and systems that were never built from our essence in the first place.
The most potent transformation lies in the middle, in the uncertainty. In the shaky part where the old identity is dying, the new one hasn't fully arrived yet, and you're standing in between worlds wondering if you've lost your f*cking mind or finally found it.
That space between worlds is where I am right now. And Unrecognisable is me letting you into it.
Years ago, before the $3 million dollar per year business ~ I sat in the little sunny nook by my upstairs office window and wrote a journal entry.
"If I could create anything, if all possibilities were available to me, if no one would be mad, if no one would be upset or inconvenienced ~ who would I serve?"
I wrote the truth.
I wouldn't have an affiliate program. I wouldn't teach in the affiliate space. I wouldn't carry the responsibility of being someone's source ~ their source of power, money, freedom or the blueprint for their business.
I would serve the woman who's already built something. The woman who's already in her power. Who's already defied the odds, built magic out of thin f*cking air, and proven to herself and everyone in her orbit that she can reinvent her entire life.
And then I closed the journal. And I built the exact opposite.
Three million dollars a year later, I was sitting inside a business that looked like a dream from the outside and felt like a hollow, numb, curated jail cell from the inside (complete with TikTok trolling, hate campaigns & lawyers).
I had to burn that company to the ground and go through a complete identity death and rebirth before I had the courage to speak to the woman I'd written about in that journal entry.
Which brings us to now.
I don't recognise the woman I see in the mirror today. And I have never felt more certain that I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be.
Unrecognisable is my answer to the question I've been sitting with since I walked away from everything:
Who would I get to be, if there was no going back?
The woman behind it.
Daily (ish) audio drops from me. Uncurated & unedited ~ what I'm navigating, choosing, uncovering & deciding that day as I rebuild my life & business from the ground up.
A hidden belief that I only get paid when I abandon myself, the loss of direction & depression that followed and what it took to move through it,
A tool or nervous system practice that's been massively shifting my world.
The raw truth of why my body will no longer allow me to build the way I used to, and what it looks like to birth something from my feminine instead.
Raw & deeply personal diary entries that cover my intimate relationships and everything in-between, how I'm navigating love & life as a woman choosing herself.
And then there are the activations, like Remember Who The Fck You Are. A power infusion for the days you've forgotten you've already moved mountains.
And I'll come back to you with my eyes on it. I'll mentor you through what I see that you can't see yet. The gold you've been standing on and treating like ordinary ground.
What marketing & sales looks like for me post identity death, the offers I'm dropping & how they're now coming to me.
A room full of women who've done big things, who are in their own in-between, who finally have a space where nobody is performing and everyone is real.
One year of being deeply held, seen & transformed by this container. One year of walking side by side with me. One year of becoming Unrecognisable.
It doesn't give you the answer. It returns you to yourself as the answer.
It doesn't promise you an outcome. It dismantles your addiction to needing one before you move.
It doesn't teach you what to do. It shows you who to BE ~ by letting you witness it in real time.
It doesn't position the leader as the expert above you. It positions her as the woman beside you. In her own fire. Sharing what she sees from inside the flames.
And most importantly ~ it doesn't condition you to need more. It conditions you to trust yourself.
This container is my lived experience of releasing the identity I fought SO hard for (multi-millionaire affiliate coach)...
And my answer to the intoxicating question 'who would I get to be, if there was no going back?'.
My inner most thoughts, fears, decisions, frequency shifts, pivots, alignments, doubts, processings, creations, tools, conversations I would usually only have with my closest humans, business moves, joy, aha moments, downloads, successes and 'failures'....
As I reinvent my life, business, experience with money, love & role in this world...from the ground up.
With you by my side being witnessed, supported and guided on your own journey simultaneously. We're in this together my love, a deeply connected experience.
I'd find immense value in being close to someone who's experienced this much contrast (from 'having it all' to...'rock bottom').
I'd find the courage she embodied to walk away from an exceptional life ~ when she had no idea how challenging things would get ~ to build something truer...fascinating.
I'd want to be exposed to the inner workings of her mind, life & energy as she navigates the ups and downs of a total reinvention.
I'd *love* the opportunity to ask questions, receive clarity, share my own sticky moments & have things illuminated that I'm not seeing ~ all in the name of coming back to my own power & becoming Unrecognisable.
I'd want to be let in on the authenticity and realities of a journey like this, when typically all we see in this space is training from those who're already 'at the top'.